i havent been on in a while i visited my brother in california the place of happiness and hell it made me cry to see all those people with their pathetic lives placed into nothing they say they want to be an "individual" they say they want to "look different" wiht their brightly colored hair and fishnets so why when i look at them they look the same? _________________________________________________ ps i have nothing against punks or goths or anything or how people dress, i dont want to offend anyone, but dont say your an indiviualist and not be one, you damn hyporcrite _______________________________________________ i sorry about our fight im sorry and loved making up with you last night im sorry about the pain im sorry but those damn excuses were just lame im sorry i love you i really do im sorry but you need to do whats right for YOU im sorry i dont mean to complain im sorry and these words are not in vain im sorry should we really be together im sorry that i question this im sorry i dont want to lose you im sorry but i dont want to abuse you im sorry dont cry please im sorry i mean it im just sorry ok? ______________________________________________ i met her so instantly so quickly but shes going to change my life i can tell and i hope i change hers as well i dont even know her but i feel like shes my best chance