why am i not crying when im about to severe all ties with the one person i feel i really need ................................................. doesnt anyone here me i sit so quietly but im screaming cant you hear it the piercing noise bouncing off these painted walls the distinguished crimson flying through the air cant anyone hear me ................................................. was it all a dream the secrets i still keep the lies are here to burn and the torture i feel is lurking inside and out feel it come about and i just sit and silently scream at you, my love my everything ................................................. no im no obsessed or am i? it just sucks falling in love giving everything that means something up just so you could share that inbetweens forever nothing is ever what it seems ................................................. think positive why when my world is so latly negative what i would give to be back in Decemeber sweet decemeber .................................................