Listening to: the swishing of a home washer machine
Feeling: balanced
i know ive said it one million times before
but i left him
i said goodbye
but there is something different about this time
i meant it
i gave him everything back and sent him on a his way with a hug
and you know what he said to me?
thanks
thats it
thanks
thanks for what? being used like a rag doll for your silly game of "be my friend"
or thanks for being the person that gives love and loves you the most
but i like to see it as two ways
thanks Qwyla for being a beautiful girl and influence in my life, ill never forget you
or
thanks Qwyla for finally doing it, letting me go
and i have, i think i began to get over him while i was still with him, funny how things like that work, but he was my first love and i will never stop loving him, but time wont heal me the strength of my heart will.
im glad its over, he couldnt handle my personality, and he couldnt be there for me when i was "depressed", so its good ill be able to find someone stronger...
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