i said i was feeling explosive b/c i am feeling every feeling righ tnow, anger, abandonment, lonliness, pain, grief, disgust, outrage.....turmoil... loss _______________________________________________ have you ever been in love? well have you.. if you have you know that you cant control how much or how little you love that person how quickly you love them or how long it takes to feel it and you cant control how they let you down how they let you sit there and cry and just not connect with what you are feeling ive been in love and its one of the most painful expereinces of my life i recommend you dont try it cos in the end you will get burned and after that all you feel is cold _______________________________________________ i wish i could feel the sun _______________________________________________ a melodramatic heart brings on its own pain but a broken one feels it.... _______________________________________________ story: she pointd to a beautiful house. white, trimmed in light blue, large and gran "that one!" she said, "thats my future house!" "who's future house" he said, smiling coyly at her "our future house, baby" "i want my child to look like this" she said pointing at the cute little boy "who's child" he asked "our child", she giggled back to him