they gave her two days to live...and that was on thursday. she still is kicking, barely seduced. i saw carlos on thursday night, i couldnt bare seeing my grandma like that, he was the first to >pop< in my mind. i called. he answered. we met at safeway, were together for an hour and split our seperate ways, with no sense of when the next spontaneous journy would be....so like us. im missing jake less and less...out of sight...out of mind dont tell me that its over i fell in love at first sight... lol id like to call it LUST and first site, but it wasnt all about the body...sorta. i dropped an application in at starbucks on 38th and kipling...and he was there, ive seen him before, went home looked in my yearbook and there he was... dropping an application in at the safeway starbucks ( I GOT AN INTERVIEW HELL YA!) too bad i dont have more time to dwell on boys anymore...