well today isnt going well....its been gray and nasty for three days, i like gray weather once in a while but i enjoy the sun alot more then this crap.... well i got into the pageant and i got the money too, my grandpa is being very wary that i dont get scamed, but its a respected company i guess, and on and on im going shopping for my dress today with my mother (yuck) no fun maybe though well see im really liking this one guy right now hes very sweet( the one from illinois ) and makes me feel appreciated, and hes such a cutie, but im just now begginning to feel the distance inbetween us...its large, and sad, and im going off now bye