boys suck why do boys suck because they take over your feelings and mess with your mind and heart good enough reasons, yep i guess so but heres more so i talk to carlos yesterday, havent spoken to the son of a bitch in fricken ever, asked if he could come see me, and im like sure, and he calls back and is like well not today but tomorrow for sure, i should have never said yes... so i call him today, he are you coming over, yea ill be there in an hour, tick tock tick tock, im getting nervous, damn i havent seen him in two months, who wouldnt be, would he look the same, would i feel something towards him, geez this is a really bad idea...well he doesnt show up and i call him and hes like sorry i didnt call just out of the shower, and i cant go, no gas money my mom wouldnt give me any and why do i feel let down, he always does this shit, shouldnt i be used to it well i continue to talk to him, his moody self as usual gloom and full of doom haha, any ways he asks, "qwyla do you ever seee us together again?" who the fuck asks that, no i dont you dummy screw you you left me hurt and bruised and now its done well then there is RJ the illinois dumbass that wont call, and i keep telling myself, there is a reason there is a reason, so why does the reason appear to be that he just doesnt want to talk to me, am i being too clingy or what, maybe i should just forget all men, and become a nun