crying thats what ive been doing all weekend crying interesting and fun i dont kno why i just feel like ive slumped into a depression stage its so interesting how one person can build you up so high and let you down so much just like stripng everything that you loved off your heart thats what You did You understand that right i hope you do i could never tell you to your face but im working my way too i hope some day i will be able too how come i keep putting myself back out there to get burned i feel i should just get it over with i for see where we are heading down the same road as Him and yes i am over Him that snotty comment you said today dont think im not stupid it just takes me longer to heal than it takes you im sorry im not this positive person im very pessimistic but i can change that i am chaning but right now i dont kno for the best or worst all i do is cry ________________________________________________ youve taken away my fire you messed with it and now i hate you