i went to church today, and as i sat there, i felt a huge burden, but than it was released and i didnt want religion anymore...how could i not want something that i thought was so right for so long? that i longed for forever? i need someone to talk to.....i feel knowone understands, all they want to do is tell me im wrong, maybe i am, but i cant help how my heart is feeling right now........ i saw that movie, the one where HE dies....ever since then i feel like i cant give enough, im not worthy, so why bother?