i have 4 days left of summer. damn. then rehersal starts. 12 hour rehersals. im suppossed to be memorizing my monologue. i really want to get all my friends together and have a huge party and totally forget that in 4 short days my life will be over and i will be 100% devoted to pebblebrook. which sucks because things were just starting to get good. my whole summer was spent in summer school, in drivers ed, and sleeping. i need another summer. going to dance today. stephens back so then im goin to the Y. then maybe ill call up some gangstas and have a party? i dont know. TOP TEN THINGS IM AFRAID OF 01.doing a monologue 02.losing everything ive worked for 03.losing a friend..or 2..or more 04.someone forgetting about me 05.moths 06.not succeeding 07.sucking 08.going back to square one 09.not getting my car 10.rehersal