i dont even really know how to word what i'm saying in my head. ive been here before, i know how to deal with a long distance relationship thats going through changes. when he left for college, we went through these same dilemmas. and we made it just fine. well now its my turn. but how can i already forget how to handle this. or are the roles just switched around and maybe HE doesnt know. or maybe things are exactly the same and i've forgotten how hard it can be with conflicting schedules. when he's working all day and my friends wanna hang out at 11, we miss phone calls and web cam appointments and then we're upset and then things feel rocky.when i really shouldnt worry and just talk to him about this. things are going to be ok. its so hard though. long distance is so. fucking. hard. i wish he was here so i could spend the nights with him instead of alone in my room wishing he didnt have to go to bed so early for work the next morning. but if we can make it through this, we can make it through anything. i've been worrying since things were easy, waht makes this any different?