My dad has built this incredible deck. and ive just finished painting a fence in insane humidity, 95 degree weather. im sweaty and need a shower. but my stupid princess of a sister ofCOURSE must shower first. and i have my own bathroom so its not as if i couldnt just hop right in. except she'll have all the hot water and i'll want to kill myself. not like i need hot water anyway since im sweatin like a fat kid... 4 days til jordan. i like this count down. hes been working so much lately i havent gotten to talk to him like harldy at all. and when he does call me hes exhausted and has nothing to say. so hopefully all will be fixed with my trip up there. and we will kiss and be merry. i hope things stay good with us. i want us to work always. and love is so nice.... the 400 peppermint patties that brandon gave me for graduation are almost gone. this means that in 2 months i have eaten about 400 peppermint patties. thats ridiculous. no wonder my ass is giant. but i want one now anyway.... i havent had a cigar in a month.