so im extremely tired of House episodes taking 3 hours to download on my computer. why. the. fuck. that is absurd. on another note, things are at a stand still. not speaking to someone for no apparent reason is like being in a fight with your best friend and youre well aware that both parties are thinking "this is only awkward because i dont know how to act anymore." so how do you fix that? how do you treat someone you used to hold so closely? normally. you'd think. unless that other person doesnt know HOW to act normal? could that be it. who knows. all i know is that i'm over missing him, now its just uncomfortable. im obsessed with music these days. im so glad im good at something.