everythings changing. its weird. nothing is the same. my friends are different. my views are different. my goals are different. im confused. and i dont even know when it started. what happened? im not best friends with who i used to be. maybe its for the best. it wasnt always the best influence... atleast im happy. kinda. i just dont want summer to end. thats when it will all go downhill. TOP TEN THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD 01.what happened? 02.what will happen when summer is over 03.what do i mean 04.i have to stay motivated 05.i hate casadillas 06.i need to grow some balls 07.i need to stop getting caught 08.i should go to the Y 09.i should also stop eating so that going to the Y will actually benefit me 10.who the hell has she turned into