its like i cant be motivated. i dont do anything right. and everythings depressing. i want to be incandescently happy...and im not. tomorrow is the intercontinental dinner with company and im supposed to dress super fancy and such. i dont have a dress. i dont have shoes. i dont even have good hair. its also marissa's senior recital. TOP TEN WORRIES 01.what am i going to wear to this dinner 02.how am i getting to this dinner 03.marissas recital 04.my weight 05.this summer 06.next year 07.getting a dress 08.im still hungry 09.boy 10.family