ouch. what a bitch to have body hair and have to rip it off using little strips of paper and hot wax. what a fucking painful and TEMPORARY way to look beautiful. i mean DAMN. i am sweating in pain. why the hell did my dad have to be chubaka? anyway. aside from the obvious pain in my groin, i havent heard from jordan today because he works so much. i hate not hearing from him for long periods of time. thats when i feel that we're never going to work. which is just silly of me because we HAVE worked for over 2 years now. but still...its always hard when he's far away. i forget how to act and such. and then when we're together life seems so simple. but i cant help but feel like the distance is slowly ripping us apart. and i hate that. i wish he could just move to tallahassee with me. but new york is better anyway. hopefully the ice on my groin will melt soon so i can go take the long awaited shower ive been waiting to take since 9 am. TOP 5 MOST PAINFUL EXPERIENCES EVER 01. bikini waxes 02. jordan leaving 03. bikini waxes 04. eating far too much 05. bikini waxes