i love life. im feeling entirely complete and i feel like i know where my life is going and what i need to do. im finally at a place where i KNOW jordan and i arent going to fall apart and i have confidence in knowing that at the end of the day someone cares about me most of all. and that i care about him. that i can go the day without freaking out thinking its over and worrying that we'll never see eachother and just know that we are meant to be. our lives will meet in one place eventually and we will be better for all this. i love school. i have new friends that are better than any i've ever had. i love freedom. and yet, im surprised by how much i miss my family and my dog and my house. i'm getting excited for when i get to see it all again. and as for the career, im the lead in Hush: and Interview with America. im the lead. ME!