So yesterday I was feeling really tense and stressed about vanessa and jen so I decided to have a drink which than turned out to be six. vodka, lemonade and soda makes a good combo if you have enough of each. I told jen that I was drinking cuz I was feeling so tense. she kept asking me why and of course I didn't tell her at first. she said she wouldn't call me again that night and probably not the next so I had to tell her something (by this time i'd only had like 3 or 4 drinks) I told her part of it which was school and me worrying about failing and stuff. after about another two or so drinks and more threats I eventually told her that there's this girl who thinks i'm hot and likes me. not the smartest thing for me to tell her but by this time I was just plain drunk. She wanted me to completely stop talking to her (she busted out the relationship coupon I made which said that i'd do anything she said without protest. when I wrote that, something like this was not what I had in mind) I told her no and that I can't just stop talking to her just like that. She got angry and was all like it's over why don't you just go out with her. Of course I did not accept and it took me a while to convince her that she was the girl I love and want to be with. Did I mention that when she went to the mall with her friends, michael came along? I hate that fuckin bastard, if I ever see him i'm seriously going to cut off his dick. He was all wanting to make out with Jen and stuff. Not cool. She said she'd stop talking to michael which she didn't and then I guess they lost touch and now she's talking to him again or something. grrrr fuckin asshole. Anyways so I was so drunk that I had to keep myself awake. I couldn't even paly the guitar which was kind of funny. I really needed to study for my test but I just wasn't able to.