I like the transplants and stuff but dude this rapper guy isn't very good lol all he does is yell while trying to rap. whatever. Thursday night Jen and I talked for a long while and we got things resolved, I hope she finaly understands where i'm coming from So yesterday I gave Danielle her huge care bear, she looked like a lil 5 year old the whole day awwww. Sacia asked me if I was going out with Vanessa cuz she said Ronni saw Vanessa and I kissing and getting all into it and I was like what the fuck!?!?! heellll no... no noooo. Ashley (ness's best friend) came over as we were talking about it and she was like what? no. I . man Ronni better not be telling people stupid shit like that. I know she's gonna tell grant that, damn. I love my gf soooo much I could never kiss another girl or guy. I called Jen while at school cuz she had no school. It was nice being able to talk to her and hear her voice while at the crap joint. Speaking of calling, i'm supposed to call Vanessa this weekend. Jen doesn't want me to hang out with her but see Jen is gonna be in pa for a week and a half and you know who's in pa? Neva, her ex. Apparently Jen thinks she still kinda loves her (or somethin like that) and is confused about Neva and about us. I really hope nothing happens between them while she's up there, it would break my heart if she cheated on me. You wanna know something weird, even if she did cheat on me, i'd more than likely still be with her, I love her too much to let her go. What sucks is that i'm whipped too. I stopped talking to chris cuz she didn't like that he liked me. I stopped talking to adam cuz I used to have a big crush on him (she's never gonna drop the adamn incident). ehh the things I do for love.