I have to think pretty hard about what I did yesterday cuz it's all hazy right now. Lets see, I woke up at like 11 something so I decided to call Jen before she went to the airport. Guess I was too late cuz she already did. damn. It was her sister on the phone I was like uhhhhhh... So friday night I think it was I didn't talk to Vanessa on the phone but we agreed to meet the next day. well that didn't work out either. I think it's a sign for me not to see her lol. I went to the mall to return a sweater which I could have done whenever, but I wanted to buy Jen a ring without my mom around to ask why. It's pretty, I hope she likes it. It's gold though, not white gold that I wanted to get, but that's ok. I got the right size but it seems big for some reason. ehh. I went to my great aunts for dinner and damn she cooked like 8 different foods, well not really but I was like whoa. The food was really good. The tea smelled really gross, but it tasted ok. I played monopoly with my 3rd cousins who are like 6 and 9 or something like that. Alison is like the cutest little girl aw. Jen called my cell but my brother being the dumbass he is took the phone cuz he was going to his coaches house in fowler, I wasn't too happy that i'd missed Jens call. So Vanessa called me later that night. It was the first time we actually had a convo since she started texting me. She's a really sweet girl and she's cute. cool too. I asked her why she likes me the way she does and she said that I was intelligent, down to earth and beautiful awww. She had to text me that cuz she was too shy to say it on the phone lol. Apparently she wrote me a 3 page letter and i'm curious to see what she wrote. I'm glad she's cool with the fact that I have a gf, makes things a lot easier for me. I don't know why Jen was so against me seeing her, I mean yea I understand, but Vanessa are just freinds and only that. I love my Jen sooo much, she's soo awesome. ~kiss~ to her. The one thing that I thought was a little weird but flattering was that she'd giggle whenever i'd say her name and it made her feel tingly. umm ok than. I wonder if I have that effect on Jen. I'll see tonight. I could see Vanessa and I being good friends, but that might take a bit cuz she said she has feelings for me that she can't just blow off so we need to both back off a bit, which is fine for me, i don't mind.