Listening to: aquabats
Quote of the day: "So she's professionaly working Blackstone now?" hahahaha that was a good one lol.
Song of the day: "It's my life" by Talk Talk/No Doubt. It's my life and I don't care what anyone says or thinks about my relationship or sexuality.
This morning I found out that Anna probably knows the truth about me. She said she doesn't believe that I have a boyfriend, which I don't, Jen is very much a girl, Anna just doesn't know that I am indeed with some one, though this some one is obviously a she. I'm just going to print out a pic that Chris sent me a while back and just put it in my wallet with the others. I don't want to pretend that he's my bf but I guess I have to do it for now. Anna is like the biggest homophobe ever. Rachel said she was the most homophobic person she's ever met lol, I don't know what her problem is. Grant, Tara, Rachel, Anna and the rest of them were in class talking about homosexuality or maybe talking about my relationship (i don't know, it was something like that) and Tara, Grant, and Rachel were looking at each other the whole time not really saying much and when Anna said that she doesn't think I have a bf, they just went all quiet and didn't say anything which is good cuz I don't want Anna knowing... yet. Apparently she picked up on the signs or something and woke up one day and was all like, "she doesn't have a boyfriend." I don't know why she hates gay people, that's so jacked. I mean yea you might not like it but we're not some deviants working for satan. I mean come on, it's not like she's gonna be raped by me or something. I don't know what's up with her. I'm really thankfull that they didn't tell her the truth. I really don't care what Anna thinks, I just don't want to lose the friendship or have her not like me anymore because I also like girls. whatever anna. I told Danielle about it and she would have gone off on Anna if she was there lol, Danielle is straight, but she has absolutely no problem with homosexuality. Damn, I would have love it if me and Danielle could just go off on her and ask her what the hell her problem is. I do respect Anna's opinion, I just don't like it lol. Tomorrow i'm gonna see if I can run into her and be like yea I got a pic of Jay, seeeeeeee? now what bitch? lol i'm such a dork. I hate all this lying.
What I find funny is that people more than a couple have figured out that I was bi or whatever, apparently i'm giving out some kind of gay vibe lol. I never talk about girls or my girfriend with people who don't know i'm bi, so how do they figure it out??? Is it my hair? the way I dress? the music I listen to??
Anyways, I saw Ani at Tokyo Teryiaki (sp?) today when Sarah, Danielle, and I went out to lunch. It was nice running into her, I never see her anymore. She's busy with college life and work and I never go phillips house anymore.
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