Jen called me around 8 and woke me up. She said I was cute but I don't remember what made her say that. She said that she doesn't want to have that serious talk tomorrow and I was really relieved. I didn't want it in the first place. She's gonna call me later, yay. Vanessa messaged me again when I woke up at like 11:30 and she said she wants to see me and talk about stuff. I agreed cuz we really do need to talk and I need to know exactly what it is she feels for me and I need to make it clear to her that it's just not gonna happen between us. So around 7-8 we're gonna meet at River park. I hope Jen doesn't get mad at me, but if she lets me explain why i'm seeing her she might understand. I mean She's seen Neva and stuff and I was ok with it, well sorta, but me seeing Vanessa is different. We're settling things, unlike Jen who still hasn't told Neva that she's with some one who's she's in love with, grrrr but whatever. I need a trim. The sides of my hair are too long and if i'm going to grow my hair out, I need a cut so that it will be more even with the back. This would be a good time for me to dye my hair but my mom is being really gay about it.