Well Vanessa text me again and she can't meet me tonight but she's gonna call me soon. We're gonna meet up tomorrow though. Fuck, I have a lot of school work to catch up on and I mean A LOT. I don't know how much i'll be able to get done these next few days. shit. Jen comes home tomorrow yay! now I can have a usual talk with her without her family around and yea... I'm kinda nervous to talk to Vanessa, what if she tells me she loves me? what am I supposed to say??? shit.