Ok so I haven't been writing much in my diary like I would like to, i'm just too lazy. Anyways, not all that much has happened lately. I had my finals this week and so far i've had an alg 2 test (go a B) a government test (not sure what I got on the test but I just checked my grades and Ihave a 79% which pisses me off cuz i know if I didn't give danielle my paper and have her loose it, I would have a B, damn) and I think those are the only finals i've taken. I pretty sure I have an F in english because of the small fact that I never ever turn anything in (which is funny cuz I've always done very well in my advanced english classes, this teacher just plain sucks) Two days ago I had to babysit my moms friends kids and they weren't too much of a problem. The younger one, Raffi, who's 9 is very clingy to me lol, I think it's cute and all, but he needs to back off a bit. His older brother who's like 12 is pretty cool. He plays the guitar too so we talked about them for a bit. He just hung in my room while I was listening to some music and doing homework. He was all like so are you like a punk? I told him I was just.. me. Sarah tried talking to Grant about why he like suddenly didn't want to be friends with her (he's been soo childish about this the whole time) and like he wouldn't give her an answer, he just said he didn't want to talk about it, whatever. Sarah deserves to know the truth, he just doesn't have the decency to give it to her. Good news, I think Vanessa has moved on to some other chick which is really good for me. I don't like her in that way and I don't think I ever would, my love, Jen, is all I want and would ever need. Vanessa was just I dunno, I really didn't like her the way she liked me and I was a bit weird for me. Ha, guess what I found out about her today. Ashley who's supposed to be her best friend (now they're not talkin) told me that she really can't skate and that's she a poser and stuff lol I was like it figures. My Jen is a really good skater, another reason why she's better than Vanessa (did that sound mean?) It was so sad today. Jynx was all upset and crying and stuff and like when I asked her if I could walk with her to class (didn't want her walking alone) I asked her what was up and she said her good friend Davie killed himself this morning. That was a definite shocker. I don't know if I mentioned this in one of my other entries but Steve H******* aslo killed himself a few weeks ago. I sorta knew steve, though my brother knew him better, he was a really nice guy, i'm sad to see him go, i'm sad to see both these guys go...