So yea new years eve was pretty fun. Danielle and Kelsy came over than we went to Danielles house for a lil bit. We tried getting Annette and Anastasia to come, but they couldn't, too bad. We went to I think Tommy's place cuz they were supposedly having a party with no electricity lol we didn't actually go see them though. We saw Ryans white truck and got a great idea, why don't we egg his car. We went to Save Mart and we were going to buy shaving cream and eggs but than we than saw red dye, oh yea. We bought some hungry man meal things and it was taking Danielle so long to chose chips, we thought we were gonna spend new years in Save Mart. Kelsy was afraid we were gonna get caught or something, she worries too much. She dropped us off a little ways from Ryans truck and we walked across a small field. Since I had the dye with me, I got the pleasure of spilling it all on his truck hehehehe Danielle was going to throw her cigarette on too but yea it would have started a fire on the car and as much as we hate ryan, we didn't want to go to prison. I had a few puffs from danielles cigarette and it was fine. I don't know why people have coughing fits when the first try smoking, I guess they just breathe too much in or somethin. I had promised Sarah earlier that whatever Danielle offers me, i'd say no. Oh well now.. hehe. We went back to my house around 11:30 where I mixed us some drinks, obviously from Kelsy's reaction, i'd done it before lol. It took the microwave forever to heat up our food. I got pretty drunk that night lol my eyes got all bloodshot and glossy and my face got red and I was in a reeeeally good mood. This was definetly better than the other times I got drunk. They made me go outside for air and I came back holding my skateboard asking them if they wanted to go skating. Apparently they thought that was funny cuz they wouldn't stop laughin at me. Anyways, Vanessa had text messaged me earlier in the evening saying that she knows that I love my girl but wished things could have worked between us and that all she can give me is luv. Later on I called her and she didn't sound like her normal self. She messaged me and told me she was sad and deppressed and was crying. Damn. I think I was the one that made her cry, I really didn't want her crying over me. She called me while I was drunk and she sounded better and seemed like she was having a good time again. I asked her if she wanted to go skating with me and she's like are you drunk and I just laughed, of course I was. So apparently the way I kept saying 'happy new year vanessa' made her all tingly lol I was drunk I don't know how I sounded to her. We texted each other a few times before I passed out around 2ish.