Quote of the day: "mouth to mouth the french way" so I woke up this morning with a fat hangover, fuck, I was like now I remember why I don't like to drink. We had a government test today and of course I bombed it. of fuckin well. I wrote vanessa a note explaining things and stuff, I didn't give it to her though cuz I forgot lol, maybe I can give it to her tomorrow. we didn't talk much today though, it was either cuz of what she told me last week or she knows that she can't be flirting with me and stuff. I went over to her and asked her if I could walk her to class later (i'm such a dork) and that I wanted to talk to her and stuff. she was like we can talk now so we did. I should have given her the note than but I wanted to give her something else. I gave her one of my guitar picks, something to remember me by. she said I was making it seem like we'd never see each other again. I told her that in case something happened like her suddenly moving or me dropping dead, she'd have something. I should have told her the truth. The truth is that nothing can happen between us and that it's supposed to represent what could have been and that I don't want her to forget me (man, I don't even like her in that way, I don't know what i'm talking about, I had another drink earlier) it's also cuz eventually I might have to stop talking to her cuz I know that's what jen wants. shit I don't know what to do. she's so sweet to me. Frank asked me if I liked her (people are either asking me if we're going out or if I like her. both happen to be a no) and I told him only as a friend and he's like she like you. duh. Frank's a sweet guy too. what's up with all these people wanting us to get together, apparently we make a cute couple or something. things would probably be a little different if I was actually attracted to her but she's so cool and so sweet and kind. First Chris and now her, why did people have to start liking after I got with Jen?? i'm being put in impossible situations. I almost forgot to mention that we painted with potatoes in my human development class, that was fun, but odd.