what the fuck was that?

Listening to: link 80
Feeling: pessimistic
Ok, what the hell was that????? So Jen called me a few minutes ago and says she can't talk long cuz she's going to thomas' house to spend the night... uh huh.. spending the night at a dudes house.. grrr-ness. She asked me if i'm doing anything tonight and i'm like naw, I don't really go out on saturdays, friday is my night, but yesterday night makes up for today. I told her I had like an awesome time, we had so much fun just hangin out. She's like what did you do, and I told her i'd tell her later cuz she has to go and stuff. All of a sudden it's like she's angry at me and I don't know why, I was like omg, what the fuck??. Do you know what she said when I asked her what she did last night? "I don't remember" than she proceded to giggle. I was like ok whatever. I asked her what I did or what I said to make her mad cuz she was being all indifferent toward me and she's like I don't care it doesn't matter. If it doesn't matter than why was she angry at me??? I said it obviously does if she's mad. Omg this girl is just I don't know, one second we're fine and stuff and literally a second later she's mad. I wasn't very happy with the fact that she was out really late last night and apparently doesn't remember what she did, i'm pretty sure she does. I asked her if she does it to just get under my skin, and I think she said no, but she didn't actually say it. See she has this thing where when I ask her what she does, she says 'I don't know' when she very much does. She knows it pisses me off but she insists on doing it. For example, "what did you do today?" "I don't know" "how was school?" "I don't know" "did you work today?" "I don't know" That's how it is for me almost every day, and it really gets annoying. So she said we'll talk about it later and I know that we won't cuz we never do. Whenever I try to bring something like this up she says she doesn't want to talk about it or that it's done with, well it's not done with for me. My god do you know how frustrating and absolutely annoying that is??????? Jesus. If I didn't love her so much I would have ended this a long time ago. After telling her that I loved her and stuff she finaly softened up and said she'll talk to me tomorrow. Ok lets see if that actually happens. I told her that's what she said last night and that we were also supposed to talk thursday too. You know what happened? She actually got upset at me. ME. I was like omg she's the one who's messing up here and not keeping promises. She has a hard time with keeping promises with me. I'm the one who's supposed to be mad and stuff but i'm not taking it out on her and giving her attitude like she was to me. Omg right now i'm just like grrr whatever. I don't understand how she can act the way she does especially when it's because of absolutely NOTHING. Jesus this woman is soo argh. I just don't get her. She bought me something a while back, she still hasn't sent it to me. She says I have to remind her to do it. What?? Whenever I need to send her stuff I usually do it during lunch which happens to be the only time I get to talk to my friends at school but she has to be reminded on a day that she's not working or out with her friends. God damnit. Fuck, i'm just going to go now cuz i'm just getting even angrier at her.
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Aw Silva, I hope everything gets better with you and Jen. I am sure everything will be fine.
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