Ok so guess who texted me yesterday night while I was watching my new favorite show, the L word? Vanesaa, yea, Vanessa. She was all like "do you miss me, I know I do" and asked about me and my girl. oh and she was also apparently drunk off her ass. I found out from ashley last week that the reason she's not going to Hoover anymore and is now home schooled is because she was at some kind of institute for depression. Now that was a shocker. I really need to know what it was that Vanessa felt for me, so tomorrow i'm gonna have a nice talk with Ashley. I don't know why Vanessa liked me so much. She knew I had a girlfriend and stuff and that it would never happen between us but for some reason, whenever her and I would be talking, she said she feels like it's just me and her and nothing else matters (or something along the lines of that). Omg, all I would ever do is talk to her and stuff, I mean I knew she liked me a lot and stuff but I only saw her as a friend, I wasn't even attracted to her. eeehhhh I don't know. I thought this would have stopped by now, especially since she has a boyfriend (I don't even know if they're still together). I'm going to have to tell Jen about this and she's not going to be happy lol shiiiiit.