i dont know why but she has made me such a better person and so have all my friends i have succeded so much more this year than any other year i dont know why but i just have done soo much better. got cut from the HS soccer team. that was a bust dont know why yet but what ev. im just pissed cause the college i want to go to might not pick me up. that just agravates me. blah i miss my friends i miss hanging with everyone not like summer hanging out but just being able to do stuff with every one. im soo busy i hardly see my parrents. i get up at 6 go to school till 3 get home go to sleep wake up at 6 30 go to soccer com back at 9 30 10 do hw go to sleep at like 12 1 and thats what its like mon tues thurs. rach ugggh i cant thank you more. heres my heart ill let you play with it and hold it.