i thought about someone all day
i miss them
i still do
i burry my face in my arms in class
i want them back yet i dont
no one else has made me feel this way
now im alone
in this room
pondering bad thoughts
i want to but i dont
i hate life i want out
im done with school
i know im gunna fail my classes so why try
i want to have the will
the will to success
it prob starts at home
getting support from parrents
it doesnt help when they tell me im dumb
and my friends bitching at me
for no particular reason
now she says shes over me
bull fukin shit im not even over you
your makin me wanna
your making me wanna fukin kill myself
thanx
thank a bunch
you are fukin killing me
your deadly words
theyre are daggers in my heat
i dont wanna speak your name
it has been set in vain
will be forever
till it comes down
till::next::time
xxx
bucky
talk to me.
-mat
Camus came to the conclusion (existentially, of course) that human life was worthless.
Ur so fucking confusing make sence once in a while mabie ill figure u out but right now i can only belive that ur just bullshitting me that this hole thing is bull shit! mabie i shouldent feel that way and i dont want 2 but what am i suposed 2 think!