woke up at 11 30 took mom to car place to get her brakes done went to brunch at pollys went home showered then went and saw ian with morg dennis rach and julie went to the t shirt outlet rach came ovr and we wathced television and held hands :D took her home went to habachi with kamo then we rented the butterfly effect that is amazing one of the best movies i have seen i love hanging with the kamo shes super awesome k well all my entries have been just what i have done now its a part where i talk about how awesome things are right now. well i am just reallly friggin happy no drama that i know of i just hung out with kamo which was an amazing night. hung with rach today and i just feel soo fucking wonderfull with her. our relationship isnt no ordinary relationship it seems to be that were best friends but more like we click on more levels than friends. i just see myself being with her and i dont care if we make out it doesnt seem to be like that anymore to me its all the same if she wants it what ev i dont so ill just stay to kissing cause you can tell someone by how they kiss. and just today her holding my hand just makes me smile. every touch she gives me just makes me happy and me just being with her is awesome i just feel super happy. soccer is just going friggin dandy ive gotten alot better than this time last year and i hopefully will get a scholarship hopefully i need my SAT scores up badly. julie told me about KOHLS and that they are hiring but i havent ever really had a real job but this will be a first if i come through it. i will be going in tom. tom nick and i are going to get kinison tickets im excited theyre amazing. then in october the faint is playing which is amazing theyre awesome. i want andrew to come back kamo and i have a plan and i think it will work so we just need to talk and calculate everything. i want to start a band with him ian and i kinda like blink but tuffer cause it will be emo hah. andrew has his 4 track so i want to record cause that would be awesome. i love that kid he sooo awesome. i cant wait to see his hott piece of ass again and i want to take him to its a grind. cause that place is our GOD. hah. i think im done for now. oh my sis might got to italy and bulgaria italy for like 2 weeks and bulgaria for 6 months thats depressing. i want money so that i can go visit her on set and shit. but i think im going to hawaii soon and new york dad sounds pretty sure. florida isnt gunna happen anymore cause the cut off for apps was 2 days ago oh well. what ev. summer has been amazing next summer will be soo hard i dont know what im gunna be doing i dont know what i want to do with my life i dont know what i want to do it seems like im procrastinating but no one ever does know what they want to do but yeah im gunna stop talking okay ready break.