why must i feel like its always a big deal when people put me down it feel like my heart will miss the rest of the beats it should hit but now it just wont commit to pulsing like before your words go straight to the heart you and put daggers in and watched it bleed till it bled no more and all i can say is thank you, you filthy whores as you can tell im not in a good mood i was at soccer and i was put into that "bad sense of mind" that i dared myself not to go to. i want to get out of this world or city state or even fukin country and live alone with karissa kami dennis nigger edwin and kevin caz they are like the only people that make me feel like i am real and have meaning. they dont criticize me. well they do but in a good way. i wanna live in southwest ANTARTICA any one wanna join... pleasetellmeyouwant_me