Listening to: Dashboard Confessional
Feeling: blank
well i havent updated in a while i dunno why...
but i have found a new girl and we both really like eachother well im preety sure she does. i saw her this past weekend fri sat and sun then again today (tues) shes awesome because shes one ont them girls that shows her emotions very well by like holding me tightly wanting to kiss me and just uggh that just puts her over the top. she makes me soooo happy. i havent felt this way forever all the girls havent been like this. its just her. but yeah off of that.
my mom found out that i drove people i dunno how. but she said i can drive places now so its all good. but not too severe of a punishment oh well im happy..
tomm me eddie josh and eric then karissa marissa kyleen jennifer and brittany are going to bagel me...wow 9 people thats a butt load..
i wanna ask her out caz i just feel like it caz she just makes me soo happy..i was too scared today caz it was at her house. and just didnt feel like a good place to.
well my best friend and his girl broke up and i kinda feel bad caz shes soooo awesome and so is he they are such good friends. they look soo kool when it was just them two in her car with Chriss Caraba blasting with them screaming the lyrics and thats how i think that they should be just fukin bestest friends in the world...
umm im starting to talk to stepho kinda but i just dont have n e thing to talk to her about so i feel bad..sorry stepho
ummm school ugggh ill just say that i better get a 3.0 caz i need a diff car caz the jeep is too slow i can only go 100 then i dunno how fast it is after caz there are no lil ticks...but the jeep came in handy today..i was running late to soccer 6th per cause there was traffic in the parking lot so i drove over curbs and parking blocks so i was happy.
but im scared that i wont get a 3.0 caz i still dont have the will to but i need it. i just do half ass work but i know i need better so i dunno. n e one wanna do my work so i can get my mini ahahahha?
well thats preety long it took like 20 min
nighty night yall
.:gooday:.
:Bucky:
its mat i could never EVER hate him.
i hate that i feel this bad.
i hate that he thinks its right.
i hate how he wasnt happy, but he will be.
i hate how i dont get the decency of a phonecall.
i hate that i feel this bad.
and what i hate most is that i know it has to be right.
its....mat...i couldnt not like him. so dont even say silly things like that. and your stupid little entry made me cry.
...an you're purdy