::FEELINGS::
this feeling i have wont go away
i try and try to make it stop
but it comes back day after day
it seems to plague me to death
caz my face tends to burry in my arms
then my face wont budge from this frown
and when i walk my face is still yet to bare the sun
from being so upset
this feeling is shit
i feel like going away
and just sit
and ponder the idea
of being in a perfect world
with perfect emotions
and not being sad
i want to be that way
just fuk fuk fukity fuk fuk
i wanna be happy
i cant be happy with this
::not hearing my parrents fukin say i love you in over a year::
::only knowing that my sister and friends do::
::not knowing if im going in the right direction in life w/ girls, school, friends...etc.::
::i have a few people i can really talk to::
::knowing that im not gunna get good grades::
::knowing that im a failure::
::knowing that people despise my name::
why cant i be the one that
is loved
i wann feel special for one day
ONE FUKIN DAY
is all i will ever ask for
i wanna hear my parrents say i love you
on a DAY TO DAY FUKIN BASIS
i want to feel loved
i want.....
you need to be happy!! you are to great of a person to be sad.
smile :)
u need to talk to me dood.
your one of my best friends and im always here for you...
why are you at home!?