well yeah i have been insanely busy not as much lately as before due to rain and getting cut from the highschool soccer team. rach is just fucking amazing its starting to evolve into something mirraculous (sp???) honestly. college is starting to scare me cause i wanna go away and i dont have a job really other than for my friends mom. so that will scare me. being away from all my friends is scary. not being with rach is scaring me. but the nice cold weather is what keeps me happy. and the thought of me there ugggh so nice. it rained last week made me soooooooo friggin happy i wore a parka and snow boots cause im a fuckin stud oh yeah. then the day after i wore a scene coat with a terror sweater kind of an oxymoron huh. what ev then the day after i wore soccer shorts and a sweater yeah and it was 45 degrees in the morning. so it was fun. my grades are the best they ever have been cause im taking lower level classes. only 2 or for seniors hah what ev. and im getting B+ 's in those. im like in love with alot right now my car my life my friends my girlfriend (but not fully love) my family my music taco bell in n out starbucks its a grind 105.9 oh yeah hahahah the song that starts with the quote "peace up A town" the cold weather my sister which im not going to school to see her my gap pants which they are discontinuing ;( school kinda sad but true my sleep im in love with just life period red ribbon week is comming up so im happy gotta represent the drug freeness ahaha sounds soo corny but whatev its how i live. okay im done peace out