was normal went to joshs little sisters party. then took them home and trouble started with drunk parents and young kids with attitudes. so rach and i took them to 7-11 to get slurpees. then after we went back to joshs and talked to janine for like an hour or two. then she wanted to sleep so we left then went to rachels and we just sat on the couch and started talking. just about life in the present the past and what we think about people. just like small but somewhat big talk not much just chit chat. we havent ever really done this before in our like year and a half we have gone out since like when we first started seeing each other which brought back how amazing this beautiful girl is inside and out. how much she means to me and how much she has gone through in her life. she is such a strong person. she stands strong for what she believes in she is true she doesnt like fake people she makes me become and be a better person. she has helped me through my shit and i havent been the best but i try my hardest for her because she deserves the best. yeah i may slip up but shes always right there to catch me and make me realize that what i did wasnt right. she doesnt have to go and wear some beautiful dress to a dance to make her look gorgeous. she could wear her PJ's and still be the hottest one there. she doesnt have to hide behind makeup. she hardly wears any of it. she is who she is and thats why i love Rachel Elizabeth Parille