ummm yeah im tired

i want sleep i cant fall asleep i miss karissa caz i didnt see her i hate soccer and feel like quiting AGAIN!!! i made JV is why i dont like school i am getting like straight C's i am an idiot i can never get a fukin 3.0 i feel bad for kami i want her to be happy i hate it i hate not being happy i am happy with karissa i can only really be happy with her i cant go on everyday feeling like this i hate it i dont wanna feel like this i feel alone i get no support i feel like my family have given up i hope i can prove them wrong i want them good grades i want to be happy i want everything to go right i........ i........ i........ i........ i dont fukin kno whats wrong i am depressed but i dont know what about i hate this i hate life i wanna get out i want my "x'" tattod on my arms i want to show my pride i just want life to be fair i know i wasnt to kami i know i treated her like shit i wanna be her friend i hart her but she doesnt think so i want... i want... i want karissa with me now i want to hold her in my arms i want to give her a good kiss i want to be friends with her father i want to talk to him bout things i want a good car i want good grades i want a new comp i want a better life i want a better brain i want money (donations are accepted) i i i i i hart karissa imgonelikethewind