I have no intention of backing out now, but i'm still unsure of motive. Why serve a country that refuses to serve so many? I have no love for this nation that does not love me, for it cannot and will not love unselfishly. I might die for it, though it wouldn't return the favour. I might die for freedoms i hardly know i have. Because i am Young, Weak, and have taken too much for granted. I might die. Because the old put too much value on their own lives, i might die. Because America only cares about herself, and not her People. Because of this, i might die. Why? I guess, in simplest terms (though this is in no way capable of being a simple matter; that is, nobody would ever let it be), i am doing this to escape, to find, and to live. to leave my parents as soon as possible, to have a life worth living, adventures, and flight, and for the money. an added plus is my family dissapproves. which becomes my so many reasons. THIS WILL BE MY CHOICE, My Quiet Rebellion. they will be left bantering on, and for once my mind will quiet, save for the things it chooses to hear. They will be left being their own slaves, because when i'm gone, they'll be one short. I won't have to keep my mouth shut any longer, i will choose to. my own Civil Disobedience. Let it take me where it may. so i guess you might say, i could die because i want to displease my parents.