i've placed it. i feel inferior and insecure. in too many ways. i think i'll just go to sleep. _________________daybreak__________________________ i feel mostly better now. still kinda dizzy, but who cares i just had sex on a porch. [12:17 AM] ______________________________________________ and so she spins and crashes try not to hate me when i tear your tongue from her throat try not to hate me when i hold your eyes in my tight fist don't hate me when i shove them into my pocket if you want to read the rest of this poem. [two and a half] 12:25-28 AM ______________________________________________ there is nothing better than to tease and be teased. as soon as he gets out of the shower i'm jumping him. then again, maybe i won't. but i'm fucking horny. and i love not having sex. because self-denial can be just as good as self-indulgence. [three] 11:17 AM