beyond you

by thingy
none of you have even fucking READ my writing. click this you know you wanna i'm more vain about that. fuck everything. hakelw;jfealkv'jf need a new years kiss. going to kick michael's face in. not really. but if he calls me one more time, i swear i will. i just want him to leave me alone'''''' seven fifty AM and i'm already buzzed. i like where this is going. can't be hungover for the family tomorrow though. BAH hate them stupid selfrighteous fucks. maybe i'll tlel them the truth about me. that i was a slut and now i'm too good for sex? that i'm avbove all mortal fucking retards and that i don't think anyone deserves to put their hands one me? that i'll never have a baby because i'll kill anything that comes out of my vagina. kaljwef; jklafd;wssssssssssssssssssjkl;dajsfr; because it won't be 100% me. and i don't know if i can find an equal. so. no fucking grandchildren. yes i'll tell them this __________________________________ 8:17 one of these days i'll sit down spin my life around and write a letter "dear boy who fucked my brains" i'll do it better than we did it in the rain after you're done reading it i hope it makes you cry you'll sit in the corner cold and alone you'll sit alone forever and you like it that way, don't you? you think you're so above me owning me and playing me similar to how you play the drums beating me but making me sound so pretty you've got murder down to an art you killed my you killed. i'm floating down the stream of consciousness. failing to flow but i'm managing to go i couldn't scream if i tried the rivers red i bled till i died there's nothing left here for you so go sit alone in your room
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that would be cool if you could take a travel through the phone i would love to see that, then you could just travel through the phone and fuck him up.

btw. thanks for the comment to know that someone has tried it and didnt work out i dont think i will try it now.
Hehe, the only saving grace to that movie will be Johny Depp. You know I read you, remember who asked you to un-personel your journal so I could read them. Well ill prolly see you on AIM and talk to you further....
[Anonymous]
Merry Christmas, Randi!

And I always tell you how great your writing is..even though i know that was in general...
with love,
Angel~
well it still wont let me play it but i get the idea... i love willie wonka, i watched it when i was little at my best friends house, i hadnt seen it and her mother was like omg well youre gonna see it now! and she made me eat candy and watch it. :-)
and i mean now we get johnny depp, god its too much to bear!
thank you

xHUGx
Hey. Bother me with a comment? Don't be silly. I like to hear from you.

It's been too long since we talked.

What's your current email address?
I'll send you one some time.

I hope you have a good Christmas (you deserve it).

=)
[Anonymous]
I like crazy people.

And I like deine background.
[Anonymous]
i read your words. you are a transcendent writer. inspired and erudite. and you are a beautiful woman.
I'd say that i'd read your entries, and i do read the ones i comment on... i never know what to say though, i guess i've never been in such situations and so don't feel it my place to make comments. I merely try to understand... if that made sense.
[Anonymous]
no, the link in your entry, what does it go to? my computer wont take me to it.
:-(
i understand. yeah i also understand about people not reading your writing and only the pictures. they do it to me to but with my layout yes its good but my writing is even better and that is what i have the journal for most.

of course you can steal me its only fare.
one of these days
i'll sit down
spin my life around
and write a letter
"dear boy who fucked my brains"
i'll do it better
than we did it in the rain

im in love with that part. haha


i wish i could steal you as inspiration. yes i know i proply didnt spell that right. haha.
i have, and one day i read your whole lj.
:-/
pre-cisely.
[Anonymous]
oh okay i see
goddessrandi
goddessrandi
goddessrandi

that link dont work for me :-(
what is it?
Haha...yeah me too. :(

Well I hope that the highs overrun the lows. :)

Take care
thats really good. why do you think nobody reads your writing?
[Anonymous]
wow...
[Anonymous]
i dont know your aim address!
and yes indeed, nick is a pussy magnet baby.
my crotch attaches to the screen when hes around.
:-p

sick, nick!
Did you write that?
Thats really good. really good.

I hope things get better for you.
girlfriends are fun, if they are the right kind, they have to know their place. :-p

uhmm...give me your e-mail address and ill email you how to do it, its simple.
my aim is soundlikeit, im hardly ever on but if you see me on feel free to im me...
yeah i privated them for a few reasons, its probably better that way.

uhmm i dont know why i didnt tell you, i just figured one day wed meet up, its the way life works. its neat.
:-p
oh ha ha, sorry, my boys name is randy... r-a-n-d-y so im just used to that...
uhmm it was a while ago, i dont even know how i found it, but i knew it was you right away and i read the whole thing, i didnt comment though, i dont think i even had an lj then.
but i felt like ahhhhh, you know like it was relaxing, i thought hmm i feel like we would just be easy friends if we knew each other like people that understand each other are.
:-)