5. don't forget i hate you angry, i forsake you destroy a piece of paper: write in tear out fold up somehow fill a page with the way you caused my rage 1. i'll look around-- in case i missed it the first time checking switches, pushing buttons (pushing my luck... my conscience is stuck) search in vain for my breaking point that only you know the whereabouts of 2. wear a jacket in my cold cluttered room jacket and shoes as if i'm going somewhere to spread the news that i've nothing left to lose but nowhere's worth going if not with you 3. the sky is not blue and lies all feel true without you the sun doesn't shine the rain won't be mine the clouds cry for you something borrowed (a heart grown cold) the lies all written, the story's told on a stone, new or old it matters not i'm bought and resold 4. watch your wishes pain the sky wishing on a firefly was a star, in someone's lie watch your wishes fall and die shun my honesty as i cry, your beauty inhaled could cause a high