blue eyes melt me
more than your words
as i fall into bed
if i miss your arms my body's screaming
feeling you next to me
and my mind is anywhere it's not supposed to be
don't take it personal
this ADD love is the best i've ever had
let's go roll down a grassy hill
no, wait
let's go spin in circles
or
make out at the park
or
just lay here all day
and kiss and kiss other places and kiss
the hours as they fly by the window
but that's all the way across the room
we'll have to blow the kisses
but why would we waste them on time?
save all our kisses for eachother
i'll stare at you for a few minutes
if i look sad, i'll tell you looks are deceiving
but we always gave eachother away
from the first few moments we bothered to look
if i look sad, i am
because i know i'll have to blink
and what if when my eyes are closed you disappear or die?
or what if we both blink at the same time...
and never see eachother again?
if i look happy?
you made me that way.
if i look out the window,
i want to fly away with the hours
(i wonder why they fly when you're next to me but sit when you're gone?)
and take you with me
but you're too heavy to carry
and too big to fit through the holes in the screen
eventually we'll crawl out of this bed together
maybe
crawl into the shower
or run to your car
where i'll kiss you again
and watch you drive
waiting for you to look at me
squeeze your hand three times if you don't look often enough
if i look scared i'm scared to lose you before i manage to lose me
if i look anything at all
--Steph