silencer

by thingy
grind into me pull out of yourself and through my skin become something that keeps me going an internal organ forever within and i'll try not to cry for too long even knowing that eventually this unity will untie and i'll try not to let you see how much this never meant to me everything you say those bullets from your mouth finds its way down my throat and ends things on that happy note straight to what used to be my heart and now is a glacier and as i hold my head between my hands everything that stays together is only up to me and i'll let you fall apart at the seams and i'll patch you up with a bandaid or two and maybe a drop of superglue
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you be sure and stop by more dear
[Anonymous]
yes i would do that. but paranoia gets to me. i think it goes a little overbord though im not sure. if you really want to read a entry all you have to do is ask though.
love
me
[Anonymous]
thanks
[Anonymous]
hey, ya know this poem you wrote is really freakin good, I might copy and paste later... but of course I'll tell em' it's yours...
xoxo
haha, why not, yeah go for it, add me all you want... I love friends.;)
hey, i get praise and i can keep you, score...
hehe.
Best display of mystery I've ever seen...or read. Perfection and honesty as usual. :)
thanks, I like yours too, and your picture over <--there, I love pictures of lips...maybe I have a lip fetish...yeah, I think I do. Yay a new fettish for me. ANYWAYS, I like your entries, they're really good.
*Jenn*
[Anonymous]
hey can u help me please?!?!
[Anonymous]
aw, thanx, can I keep you?
You're sweet.
im the happiest ever!! this *cough* *weeze* ROCKS!
[Anonymous]
yeah crass is fucking bad u shoudl listen to them. peace brooke
[Anonymous]
yeah, im gonna name my diary that for sure...spin kittle... its beautifuly brilliant!
*lauren*
[Anonymous]
ya i know what you mean. i didnt mean to be rude or anything. if thats how it came off. sorry.

xoxo
[Anonymous]
do you like david lynch?
[Anonymous]
beautiful read
your words are very appreciated
-kris
whoa i really like that poem/song. did you write that? or what? its awesome.
im sorry you have to go through it also.

our situations are probably alot different though. mine has nothing to do with an ex bf. it has to do with a fallen friend.

well hopefully things get better.
xoxo
[Anonymous]
in a good way or a bad way? now you've got me all worried
[Anonymous]
sphincter? lol... spin kittle could be a band name...
***and heres what we've all been waiting for...the spin kittles! [applause;screams;underwear flying around]***

*lauren*
[Anonymous]
ah but what does vicariously mean in the context of reading a diary entry?
[Anonymous]
The worst kind of grief is that kind that you feel for someone you don't know. In ninth grade, some kid in my english class got high and ran his car into a tree. Everyone talked about what a tragedy it was, and got me to cry over him. I feel ridiculous now, because I hardly knew him.

What always keeps me going is that I'm still here, as pitiful as my existence may be.

Pees. ~*Kristina
[Anonymous]
hingy t....okay it doesnt work on you...your poem is perfection as usual. :-D
you are the BEST...need I remind you?
*lauren*
[Anonymous]
Thanks for the comment. I was beginning to think no one read my diary/journal any more.

Curtis
you are astonishing. Don't feel lonely. Sometimes loneliness is the only thing that helps.


To be great is to be misunderstood.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

[Anonymous]
Wow. That's ace.
Vicariously? OK...?
And sorry but the staring competitions over. Johnny won! lol.
Lucyx x x
[Anonymous]
I love ur words u inspire me to start writing again thanks me Ryne; )ttyl peace Ryan
[Anonymous]
and I like this poem you wrote. I'd like to say I feel with you, but I don't think I have a right to say anything like this. So I just like your words.
[Anonymous]