somedays I just want to escape into the movies. Live in their fantasy worlds of adventure and melodrama. I find my life is easier with their problems being in the forefront of my mind. it's easier than looking at myself and wondering why I get sad when life is so great. why I can't seem to figure out what I want to do with my life. where I should be and what I am missing out on. Maybe it's just me that worries about simple troubles, I do seem to blow things out of proportion sometimes, but I can't seem to figure out why I do the things I do.