You are missing him badly...
I truely know how you feel. Ling story, but I know, it hurts. You just want to cry alone in your room and leave the world behind. But at the same time, all you truely want is him back. There may be nothing you can do now, but just give it some time and see what happens. Im working on the same thing right now. Just remember, there are lots of other greta people out there who want you too. Try giving them some attention. You never know what may happen .....KrYsTaL's B-dAy.....