i am so lost with everything that is going on! i dont know what i did...or what to do! like i am getting to the point where i am just gonna say screw it and like leave everything! right now that is looking like a really good choice! i am fed up with trying to deal with everything going on...even when it isnt me or about me or for me! i know that sounds bad but i cannot take all the drama...i guess i can say i have enough on my own! i am losing hope and really doubting myself and none of my friends are there for me! i dont know what to think!