by brokenwords
Listening to: three doors down
Feeling: shocked
everything i am hearing makes it seem like a fairy tale
so picture perfect, the love you share
it is all you wanted and so much more
so quickly you have become eachother's world
here i sit, comtemplating this whole thing
unable to distinguish if its real or fake
so unclear
someone please, tell me how i should feel
its as if i am reading a novel; the perfect love story
except the fact that it has me in tears
while filling me with hurt and pain
am i still the only one to blame?
the look in your eyes i can see it all
your stare is all missing her
your actions all so clear
everything now revolves around her
a broken smile when you're not near her
with tears falling inside,
such things you cannot hide,
a shattered image of you,
so quickly killing me inside
one simple comment,
That is all it takes.
i become filled with so much doubt,
disappointment, pain and hate
One comment is the cause of my tears.
your words so dreadful,
when can you quit speaking the words,
The words that I fear?
when can you quit criticizing me,
You speak as if I didn't know!
no matter the length i go to,
you will never care,
Just look away and frown upon me!
doesn't matter how much i try,
you always have those few words to say
To just hurt me the worse.
i don't want to hear them,
i just want you to HONESTLY care,
but no,
You have nor ever will be there!
why do you bother looking my way,
I just disappoint you more everyday.
i am not perfect, no where near,
even if i were i wouldn't have your love,
just your hate,
so just say the words again,
don't worry about me or my tears,
i will be OK, without you there,
i have survived this long,
so say them more,
Maybe eventually I wont care...
maybe for once you will love me,
just know for sure,
i wont feel a damn thing for you
But disappointment, pain and hate
its amazing,
the words you say.
no matter the emotion they portray.
whether you mean them or not,
i feel as if it will be okay.
i believe it all,
doesn't matter what you say.
i would follow your words
to the end of the world and back.
i'm sorry,
it will be okay,
life has meaning,
cheer up,
tomorrow will be a better day...
oh how i wish these were true,
but the biggest part of me believing them,
is that fact that they come from you.
yet, here i sit...
listening to your empty lies...
because they always seem to stop my cries.
they silence my screams,
they relive my pain,
they remove the hate
while reassuring me with faith.
such empty words you say,
with no emotion attached.
but still they work,
i love them all.
they help me to believe it all,
that you will be there to pick me up once i fall
so say your empty apologies,
say your empty lies...
say them soon,
because a part of me is feeling the need to cry.
AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME !!!
SEE YOU SOON!!
VICTORIA !!!!!!!!ROCKS!!!!!!
i am having a lot of issues N shit going on i dont know what to do ....
...tears