i am so bored! i havent been on the computer for a couple of days...it has been so boring without it! i am so like confused right now, i mean i am in like the anti-world phase way more now...it sucks! i just want to like scream...but can only cry! i hate it all! i really hate like almost EVERYTHING right now! i mean i fucked this whole thing up and now i have to live with it! yay for me! Fuck everything! How can i be so happy and so depressed at the same time? How can i like people so much and be pissed at them at the same time?