i want out?

Listening to: now or never
Feeling: sane
"I find it kind of sad that everytime you let someone know how you feel they disappear.Or leave you" "Everyone asks me, dont you wish, dont you hope, dont you dream? and i reply... yeah i used to, until one day i met someone who made me wake up" "You said you'd always be there...and you said you'd never walk away..but to this day..you seem to have lost yourself in your world..and forgot all about me" this entire "friend" concept is frustrating to me, and i am so ready to give up on it. i am tired of either [A] me hurting them and then myself or [B] them leaving me like always. its just best to walk out now...i mean everyone has made their promise to always be here but not one has fulfilled it. i am tired of being the low-key friend like always and just being a back up when things don't go right. not many people are truly friends with me..and not many people mean anything to me. GLENN but that friendship isn't really going to work because its so oblivious that he can't ever feel as good being friends as i do...and he just never has the time for me. no matter one..there is always another person who people cares for more. and i am just wanting to give up. why face this all pretending...i might as well do it on my own...but i don't know what to do. friends: A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. [www.dictionary.com] that is a definition..so in my opinion i have no friends because i face every struggle and problem on my own.
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i have never walked out on you victoria.but whatever.from my perspective, we were still friends.but from yours you had already given up on me. Arik
[Anonymous]
i think i added you by accident lol =P oops

[Anonymous]
"Everyone asks me, dont you wish, dont you hope, dont you dream? and i reply... yeah i used to, until one day i met someone who made me wake up"

that is what happened to me thanks for your comment
do you have aim or yahoo or anything