i hate how i have like a lot of family I have NEVER met or ever will. I have 4 nephews and 3 nieces. out of that i have met 3 nephews and 1 niece. I mean one of the nephews i have met 2 times his whole life [hes 5 or something like that shows how much i know about him] and once was when he was less than a year old. My niece that i have met, i havent seen for like 7 years. and she is gonna be here any day! My sister and brother left for illinois 7 years ago...ever since i havent seen them. I have talked to my sister like 5 hours [at the very most] that whole time. I dont think i have talked to my brother in more than that. My sister has had 3 other kids in that time period and is out of state [illinois] and i will never see them. unless i get on a plane, fly to illinois and try finding them. not going to happen. then my mom bitches at me because whenever my sister has a kid [the past 3] i am just like whatever oh well good for her. honestly. i'll never meet them and they have probably never heard my name spoken in that house at all. i really don't know if i want to even give them the title of my niece or nephew, sister or brother. i mean they have never been here, or ever will.